Like that pedestrian bridge that just collapsed at FIU

March 15th, 2018, 9:08 PM by Goddess

There’s a reason why I quit folks cold turkey. So they get the hint quickly.

Most don’t. Some never will. But anytime I start to feel bad about it, I am reminded of why I didn’t want them around anymore.

Wish they’d all just see how lovely the distance is.



Enjoy now. Panic later.

March 14th, 2018, 8:17 PM by Goddess

“I used to be a writer,” I said to my fellow director. “Before all this.”

To be fair, I did some writing today. It was fun.

It’s all good, really.

I realized that I hadn’t written anything here in two weeks. Not for lack of anything to say. It’s just that I’ve been … fine.

I got to talking with a gal who’s leaving the company tomorrow. I opted to take over the most-important part of her job. It’s huge and too much to train me on in just a few days.

But really, there’s no one else … and certainly no one else I’d trust as much to handle what is, in effect, the life blood of what it is we do.

She and I got to talking about how, for both of us, everything is fine. Which generally means, oh shit.

Nothing is wrong? Really, nothing AT ALL is wrong?

Time to panic!

Well, panic later. Enjoy now.

I really am enjoying the peace. And trying really hard to just be grateful for how good things are, and not wonder when it’s all going to change. Maybe this time, it will stay fine for a good, long while …