Quick observation
I like what I do for a living. I like interviewing people and writing stories. I like editing submissions and building relations with people. What I am realizing is that I lack the passion to make it a cohesive process. I’m not sure why — I will be pondering this one forever. I have a personal work ethic that makes me want to produce the best possible product, but it’s like my heart isn’t completely involved. One can only wonder, like Shan’s dad told us, if we produce brilliant work when we’re only doing it halfheartedly, just imagine what we could accomplish if we were personally fulfilled by our chosen vocations. …
I’m still so damned behind. Shit. Back to work!