Perhaps I need to park at a Key West hotel
I remember when I wanted to break into this field 10 years ago. I would drive out of my way (and boy was it out of my way) to park in the lot of the company I wanted to work at, and envision myself going to work there every day.
I did the same with my current gig. Funny, all the similarities, good and bad.
I gotta aim for something a lot more pleasurable, man. And easier.