Days go by and still I think of you
Forgive the Dirty Vegas lyric, bu it works here.
Had a few e-mail exchanges with CR lately — it’s my turn to respond.
I wrote about him weeks ago, but for those tuning in, he was one of those special people I knew I was meant to meet in this world. I love him and would do anything for him, but life has taken us down two very separate roads that prevent us from being where I want to be, which would be in his arms. But that’s OK — I love him enough to want him to be happy, even if it’s without me.
That said, I kind of giggled when he wrote about our mutual favorite TV show, “South Park,” and he said he always thinks of me when it comes on. We spent many years intellectualizing the actions of the world’s famous foul-mouthed foursome. I miss him. Could use a hug from him right now, but then again, I could use a hug from anyone who really meant it. 🙂
My reply to his e-mail was that whenever I hear a Melissa Etheridge song (and a few others), I think of him. “Like the Way I Do” comes to mind. What I wouldn’t give for a man like him. What I wouldn’t give. …