I’ve had it with you, Retrograde
Let’s just COUNT the ways this day sucks so far (and it’s not even 11 a.m.)…
1. Insomnia. I mean, ZERO sleep. NONE.
2. Doctor’s appointment. Stitches out, stitches in. Four follow-up appointments scheduled.
2.a. Stitches hurt like a motherfucker this time around.
3. Work phone died yesterday after I beat it (er, it beat itself. Yeah, that’s it) to death. And I got a new one. So I will never miss a conference call. Ever.
4. Keyboard died while I was pounding on it.
5. Why was I pounding on it? Can’t say yet. Not my news to deliver. But my heart broke so loud that it surprised even me.
Re: No. 5. I’m so glad I hugged him the last two times I saw him. I don’t think I’ll see him again. And judging from my reaction, clearly I’m not sure how to wrap my mind around that just yet.