It’s like high school never really ended

I keep wondering whether I have plans tomorrow night. Keep wondering if I should confirm or just not say anything.

I always do the “just not say anything.” And I find myself alone a lot for that.

I guess I just have a genetic defect that stops me from showing I care and WANT to hang out and spend time with people.

Well, let it be said. I do care. I care very much. I just have a hell of a time showing it because too many people have enjoyed making me sad. So, sad doesn’t exist anymore.

Disappointment, however, never really goes away.

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