Blog gone
I pulled the password-protected entry, although it’s not like hitting the “undo” function. I’m not ashamed of it — hell, I think I did some of my best writing in it. But I forgot HOW MANY people have this password. 😉 And I love and trust you all, but seriously, I wasn’t thinking that one through when I made it quasi-public. *shakes off the “ick”
Blogging drives me batshit anymore. I’ve gotten into so much trouble over this stupid space, professionally and personally, and I keep meaning to keep it bland. But I got bold, and I shared TMI. Stuff that I actually wanted to keep to myself. But I couldn’t. Not at the moment that it threatened to burst forth.
D. and I were just sitting here talking about it. (Work? They pay me to do WORK!?!?) Even she’s like, whoa, where did all that come from? And I’m like, yeah, that’s what I wanted to capture. The moment Goddess officially freaking lost her mind, archived for eternity.
And it’s not that it needed to be hidden. I guess I could have posted it live, or even just left it up in its protected state. I wouldn’t type anything that I wouldn’t say to someone’s face. You guys know that about me. You’ve watched me grow up in this space for the past five-plus years. I give you my heart, every last piece of it. I come from a pure place. I can keep others’ secrets, but mine? A lot harder to conceal. Impossible, even.
Thank you, everyone, for the comments and e-mails. I really missed the positive feedback. I’m glad to know you’re still out there, cheering me on. Maybe I’ll keep hiding more posts just so I can get more comments. (Ponder the irony of THAT statement. HA!)