New moon manifestation
One of my favorite tarot goddesses suggested this:
Speak what you want to happen before going into hard situations.
I didn’t do The Thing.
I had most of the resources to do The Thing, which I don’t normally get from Redacted. Whose name is on it and has been for 14 months.
But Redacted didn’t like the first two tries at it this month. Or any of the past 13 months of attempts.
I promised to fix it, as I always do. But it’s been three weeks and I have not fixed this one yet.
I want to manifest understanding. Finding a permanent solution. I actually think I have a very good solution. But I still have this stupid roadblock that I cannot get past.
I used to get so frustrated when my beloved top boss would ask me to do something. Then within an hour or two, he’d just do The Thing and tell me not to worry about it. (After I’d worked hard on it.) Or if I got to turn in my attempt, he’d say thank you and rewrite it. Every time.
That doesn’t happen anymore. Occasionally I wish it would.
Like hey this is a mess so we either listen to you Goddess and put a different byline on it (desired outcome) or hey remember when you did a ritual sacrifice so you could hire a full time person and the goalpost moved and now you have too much copy for the website and not enough for this project and it’s all on you to write/edit? Well, Lucy will stop yanking the football now. Go do this your way.
What a thing to manifest during a new moon, but it’s the thing that makes me pray for a rip in the time-space continuum. I’d walk into it in a HEARTBEAT for this one reason alone.
And so I manifest that this never-ending Four of Swords moment (14 months) turn into a permanent Sun tarot card.
No, I want it to turn into a whole Nine of Pentacles moment. That is my FAVORITE card. And it’s the one I want my life, my days, my nights, my everything to be.
Also, if trump could die too that’d be cool. Since we’re dreaming big.