Caterwauling

I understand that every day, every minute is some kind of test. And while I don’t know the reasons behind everything, I know you’ve got a Grand Plan for me. Forgive me if I seem sarcastic and ungrateful right now — I just feel like some of these hoops that I’m jumping through might not be that altogether necessary. I know that when all is said and done, I’m going to have a whopper of a story to share. But it’s hard finding the energy every day to jump when everyone says to but then to be suspended in midair until they get around to closing the gap, if at all. Time is running out, and so is my sense of humor. I’m really trying to let you guide me, being that my own efforts haven’t worked so far. Please just lead me down the right road and let me make good choices if in fact it comes to having more options than I’d imagined.

Thank you for those who have reached out their hands and helped me toddle along when my legs have been weak. You can bet your life that I will do the same when it’s my turn to do so. I just really want for that turn to come so I can get started on changing the world — it’s been ambling along without me for too long!